Dear Diary,
I had a strange thought today. Well, it wasn't really strange, I guess it was just sudden. My thought was, how would people react if I died right this second? Even as I write this, I wonder how my dad would react if he found me lying dead on my side, this unfinished entry lying in front of me, in the morning.
How would they react afterwards? Of coures, there'll be the moment of, "What just happened?". Then there'll be a moment of, "Oh my God, she's dead!" But, I'm asking how they would they act after the shock wore off? How would they act at my funeral?
How would anyone I didn't know in real life find out about my death? Would one of my friends that know me in the fleash post something saying, 'Hey, she's dead. That's why she hasn't been on for a long time. Sorry."?
Would I go to hell or heaven? Certainly, I'm not a saint. I've done things in my young life that I wish I hadn't. There are other bad things that I've done that I wouldn't take back given the second chance.
Would I even go any where? Will my soul just remain on earth, damned to walk forever in a world where no one will hear or see me anymore? Or, will I just go into a darkness? A place where nothing is everthing and everything is nothing.
I wonder....
Oh well. Goodnight diary! I have school tomorrow!














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You: errrrr hi??
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You: uh hi?
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Once you meet me you never go back!!! I'm random,funny,and niceee
Example:
Me: Hiiiiiiii everyone!!
You: errrrr hi??
Me: -grabs you- what you say punk?!
You: uh hi?
Me: Thats what I thought...Joking by the way -puts you down- i'm to nice for that
--
When I do something stupid, I have a wonderful excuse: I'm American.
This in no way intented to be an insult to anyone; I apologize if this dose offend you. Go complain to someone else, please. Have a nice day.
PASTAA~~
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Once you meet me you never go back!!! I'm random,funny,and niceee
Example:
Me: Hiiiiiiii everyone!!
You: errrrr hi??
Me: -grabs you- what you say punk?!
You: uh hi?
Me: Thats what I thought...Joking by the way -puts you down- i'm to nice for that
--
When I do something stupid, I have a wonderful excuse: I'm American.
This in no way intented to be an insult to anyone; I apologize if this dose offend you. Go complain to someone else, please. Have a nice day.
PASTAA~~
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misteryA555
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When I do something stupid, I have a wonderful excuse: I'm American.
This in no way intented to be an insult to anyone; I apologize if this dose offend you. Go complain to someone else, please. Have a nice day.
PASTAA~~
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